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June 26, 2005

Strange Dream...

I was living with James Cook I think in some strange place in LA where our room was connected to a Chinese restaurant that had this dining area enclosed in our space so the windows to the restaurant looked out into the interior of our space. The backyard was grassy and there was a place where people kept their horses there.

There was one really hot woman who kept her horse there and that we were into.

Also this guy from across the hall was friendly with us and offered to let us use his main room, whatever that was. In the hall, all the rooms had peepholes but ours was set next to our door so our actual door didn't have the peephole, but it was in the closet to the side and had this little silver raindrop looking thing that covered it up so you had to slide that over to peer out the peephole.

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June 25, 2005

emotionally constipated

I heard this term while listening to an old "This American Life" and it totally connected with a feeling I sometimes get.

Later in the program, there's a story about the worlds worst wedding toast and the conclusions there are exactly what I like about life. I've always said I enjoy the range of human emotion, and sometimes I want to fall in love and have my heart broken to feel that side of the range. I guess when my parents die, I will experience a similar depth of emotion so maybe I don't need to fall in love.